you know, i can relate to that, i used to be like that, you know, about five months ago, til like a month ago, i used to be all hating and stuff, staying alone, not needing anything... but i hope this is just an temporary anger...
ive been in the storm for a long time, and i mean long, i kept everything to myself, didnt tell anyone nothing, than i keep thinking about dark thoughts, and i learned, the more people think about that, and stays that way, the darker they will get, and dark thoughts begin to grow in the inside.. however, sometimes, i miss being like that, i dont know why, but its a bad thing, but sometimes, i just wanna be like that again ,and im guess im beggining to be that way again... maybe it'll be more intense, i dont know, but sometimes, something tells me, i just gotta grow up more, and yeah, there are like other me's aka, my mood swings, when i try hard, i just tend to change... sometimes, the sight of someone angers me, the sound of someone screaming raises fury for me. since i dont like screaming.. i guess......
however... all the time, it gave me more understanding... so there are pros and cons about it, but people.. need to know how to get out of it.....
whatever...
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