Diamondfur's bones felt as if they were ash. Her eyes were heavy. She heard a voice that reminded her of the huming birds back at the abandond diamond shack where she was born. She knew she was dreaming. One minute she was falling in thee river the next she was dreaming of her kitten ages. Her mother was outside. Diamondfur steped outside to see her mother walking away. oh no, its a flash back! Then her mothers image faded away. "come on children time to take you home" she said. Diamondfur glanced over toward her sisters and her brother. they were playing witha a butterfly and then they faded away as well. Starclan, oh dont let me go through this again!!! "mom? mom?" Diamondfur asked the darkness."shes so skiny will she live?"my sisters taunted. Memories flooded back. memories of her mother and things she said, "Come along now children ok time to settle who is in what clan!" and the worst thing she said was before she left, "Mama? what clan will i be in?" Diamondfur remembered. "You arent going in a clan" her sister asked a question to her mother. her mother simplied answered, "She is to weak, she wont last the night, whats the point of trying if shell die? come on now leave your sister alone in peace." Then she stompted off. Diamond remember the nights she cryed for her, but she never came. Diamondfur rembered her first friend she told her birth story too. her friend said " Im sure you must have heard wrong, and i am sure she did everything to help you." "she left me there to rot!" diamondfur sneared. Yes, all the memories of childhood wondered back into her mind. She knew her sisters and brother were still in the clans, and her mother, she could care less. She thought i was weak, that i would die, she was wrong! Now look at me! I'll show her im strong, I'll show my family whose weak! She felt the energy flow through her. She opened her eyes to see Sweetdreams and Spottedstar. Sneezestar was there too and was wet. She looked around confuesed. Then she remembered, the dog, th river, the rocks, and Sneezestar helping her. "Thanks Sneezestar" I breathed.